Thinking Evil Thoughts

[SubmissivePrincess]

I posted a while back about how I have "Mishy" fantasies (fantasies about male Mormon Missionaries).  I found this video on YouTube, and MAN does it get my evil wheels turning...  Its just a comedy, but there are parts of it that make me think about the old rape fantasy...  I coudl just picture these two guys, taking it a little further in the scene where they are all on the couch...  YUM!   

 link://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AylvVzVGQ3o 

[SubmissivePrincess]

WOW!!  I feel so lucky right now!  I was lurking around a Mormon chat site, and I started talking to a guy who JUST got back from his mission, I mean like 4 days ago...  We started flirting and all.  He asked me for my IM screenname, so I gave it to him.  We talked for like 2 hours, lol.  I ended up telling him about my rape fantasies, especially those involving missionaries...  He thought it was really hot!  I can't believe it!  lol. I thought he was gonna freak out or something.

I asked him if he would ever dress up as a Mishie and act out a rape fantasy with someone, and he said "HELL yeah!"  I asked where he was right now, he said in his bedroom.  I asked if he had a web cam...  He said yes...  So naturally, I asked if he would be willing to put his mishie outfit on and do a strip for me on cam....  He hesitated for a while, but I persisted, so then he finally agreed.  

So he did it, and stripped to nothing! lol.  He was a tall guy (said he was about 6'4", and I could tell when he stood next to the door frame), and OMG his dick was hella big!!!   lol.  I asked if I gave him my phone number, would he call me?  He said, yeah, so I gave it to him and he called.  Talked to him for a while, but I asked him to stay on cam.  He did.  After about 15 minutes of coaxing and dirty talk, I finally managed to talk him into jerking off on cam for me!!!   lol.  He laid on his back in his bed, and I told him to cum on his belly...  

Damn, that was sooooooo hot.  Too bad he's on the other side of the country.  I'd be telling him to come knock on my door in a mishie suit and rape the hell out of me!  Hahahaha.   Anyway, he admitted that there were many, many times on his mission that he thought a girl was hella hot, and watned to have sex with her.  He said he jerked off almost every night, but he had to do it in the bathroom, because he and his companion had the same room.        

Sheesh, do you know how hot it is to me to think that an ACTUAL missionary would do rape roleplay?  Wow!  And watching one strip and jerk off was just unbelievable!  I really like this guy,  

[saskia]

he is soooo going to be punished by God....
when you're through with him, can you give him my address?
I'd love to know more about Mormons

[SubmissivePrincess]

Hmmmm, perhaps I might if I get bored with him, hahahaha.  

Poor guy had to go through 2 years of deprivation.  During their entire 2-year mission, they are not allowed to be out of view of their companion at ANY time, unless it is to shower or use the bathroom.  These guys cannot date, hold hands with a girl, kiss, hug, or touch anybody in any way, besides a handshake.  Even other men.  They're supposed to be virgins, though about half today are not.  They just had to do a lot of repenting junk for about a year, before they could go if they already had sex.  They have to keep all women at an arm's length distance at all times, and cannot meet alone with a woman, even if it seems perfectly harmless.  If they meet with a woman, there always has to be their companion there, PLUS another man present, who is not a missionary.  Very, very strict rules.  

No swimming is allowed, because they've been to the temple and been "endowed"...  Which means they now have to wear "garments" all the time under their clothes, and swimming would mean taking their garments off, or letting their garments show--- neither of which they are allowed to do.  In the Mormon faith, only your wife/husband can see your garments, basically.  Here's a picture of what they look like (ugly!!):  link://unfollowingjesus.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/mormon-underpants.jpg    

This guy here only wears his once in a while, or to church, lol.   

As a matter of fact, they can't even tell anyone who they are!!  For the entire 2 years, they cannot tell anyone their first name.  They all have to go by "Elder" and their last name.  Elder is a title, pretty much, like Captain, or Mr.  etc.  They can't even tell their own companions their first name!  They also can't tell anyone when their mission is going to be over... The closest thing they're allowed to say when someone asks how long they've been serving, or how long they have left is "Just under a year", or "Less than 6 months".  That's so girls can't try to figure out when they're mission will be over, lol.  They get transfered to a new city (and a new companion) every 3 months.  That's so there is no time to get attached to any girls, or really anybody at all.  And unless its a male church member-- they cannot give ANYBODY rides in their car.  

To top it off, they're told that if they break ANY of those rules, they won't go to heaven...   Some of them are not easily intimidated though, and break the hell out of the rules all the time.  Like my guy here, lol.  He kissed a girl on his mission.  And to do that, he obviously had to get away from his companion and sneak off alone with her.  Which means his companion wasn't wathcing him very much.  Cool companion!!  hahaha.  Some companions are so butt-tight, they will actually sit outside the friggin bathroom when you're in there!  Ugh...  Personally, I would slap such a guy.    
      

[saskia]

lol. imagine going on a date with a realy nice guy, take him home and get undressed and that's what you'll find

the mormon religion isn't well known where I live, I only knew a little about them because, centuries ago, I had a crush on donny osmond (I know, I'm old)

[Neighbor]

I like the one on the right.  The glass of Orange Juice and Nyquil I gave her worked perfectly.  She would stir when I rubbed her tits, but not quite come to the surface.  I used scissors to put a 3-inch hole in the crotch of her lower garment.  I had patiently waited until her eyes started fluttering, and she was just gaining consciousness as I rubbed tits and clit.  When I mounted her, there was a small scream as I tore into her, but I think she was only half-conscious wondering if it was a dream.  Her hip-thrusts back at me confirmed that she thought she was dreaming, but I bet she remembers that climax forever...

She was just beginning her second climax when I let myself go and sprayed her insides with my spunk, then leaving her well-coated inside, I pulled out and leaving the cream and strawberry juice stains on her pants, that was the picture in my head as I slipped back into the night.

[SubmissivePrincess]

Neighbor-- NICE!  lol  I myself have thought bout druggin some of those guy mishies.  Then letting them wake up cuffed to my bed, and forcing them to act out a rape fantasy with me, as I secretly record it.  Then I threaten to send copies to their bishop and families, if they ever tell.  

saskia -- Yeah, that would be pretty humiliating, lol.  I don't imagine they have to deal with that very much though, as most garmie wearers won't have sex outside marriage...  

I've known a few who will though, they just take em off before they go out to "sin"  hahahhahaha

[Neighbor]

Oh, the tape thing...  Yeah.  I would have come into her room maybe a week later, and holding a pillow on her face, my other hand discovers that she's wearing the same garment!  Only it's sewn up with cheap cotton thread, and it's easy to rip it in exactly the same place as before.

Then still holding the pillow down, but rolling her head to the side so she can breathe, I start fingering her clit, and keep exploring and rubbing until I start getting some involuntary hip thrusts out of her.  Then I start the camera, and focus only on the crotch, until just as the moment she gets off, and I remove pillow and frame the "agonized" look on her face, also capturing the sounds of her small rythmic screams as the chill-flush sweeps through her shuddering body.

Then the camera is focused on her intense conflict of approach-avoidence as I mount her again, and begin pushing the head of my dick against her nether-lips.  Her fingernails clutch my back, as if she can gain purchase and somehow lift me up and off her, the pain on my back adding sharp contrast to the lushness of sinking into her warm interior, as it spasms in remembrance of my earlier visit.

I'll leave a copy of the digital video file as a personal message to her facebook the next day, and the hidden camera and mic in her room will be sensitive enough to catch her startled gasps as she watches herself in the small screen in front of her lighted face...

[Sexxy_Vixxen]

OMG... Neighbor I just read the first part, what you said about sneaking NyQuil in her orange juice, then doing all those things to her while she was asleep, or partly asleep, and I have to say you made me so damn wet... my breath caught for a moment, fantasizing that it was ME asleep, and it was ME you were doing that too. Mmm... this is one of my favorite fantasies, that gratefully I have actually been able to act out or have in real life, but still it doesn't stop me from fantasizing about it. Thank you for the wet spot in my panties now, Neighbor, that was a nice surprise.

[Neighbor]

Thank you Sexy_Vixxen, for the complement and the attention.

I enjoy the stage where they struggle to come alert, wondering if the sensations are real or not.  Wondering if the easiest thing is to just try to go back to sleep.  But the distant alarms in their heads, the somewhat distant body sensations, the feel of your hands on them, forces them to keep chipping away at the fog that grips their consciousness.

Unfortunately, for their purity, by the time they have brushed a portion of the cobwebs from their head, they are involved in the scene, and they will forever wonder if they were purely "victim", of if they somehow implicitly consented to the "dirty" things happening to their body.

The disadvantage, from my standpoint, is how long the damned Nyquil actually leaves them groggy.  Kind of like cheating at cards.  Somehow there is sometimes less excitement when the deck is so heavily stacked against the victim.

But definitely, the advantage is that there isn't the need to tie them (or beat them or something), as the grogginess is usually accompanied by inhibition to the coordination and muscle strength.  Their fingers try to pull your hands away from rolling their nipples between thumb and forefinger, and somehow their protestations are uncoordinated and tentative.

Why do they use the heels of their hands to push your fingers from the flesh surrounding their clit?  And then when their fingers close on your wrist, there isn't a coherent direction that they pull, but rather a shaking back-and-forth, that rather helps me, instead of impeding my progress, my attempts to get their wetness flowing, to better accept the attentions of my sliding fingers, and my eventual penile penetration.

Reduced-consciousness play is a tricky business, as there is not as dramatic a warning if something is wrong.  But if the attacker is alert, the full range of their sensory-spots are available to you, and their low-level of defensive options offer great rewards to someone willing to learn to play that particular violin...

[Sexxy_Vixxen]

Unfortunately, for their purity, by the time they have brushed a portion of the cobwebs from their head, they are involved in the scene, and they will forever wonder if they were purely "victim", of if they somehow implicitly consented to the "dirty" things happening to their body.

This is something I was talking about in another topic, in reply to what someone else said. I feel this would be the worse kind of rape, when the attacker can MAKE you cum, or make your body react, or get aroused. It would make you question and wonder at your own being, WHY your body betrayed you, WHY you got that reaction even though you are fighting it, and want no part of it. This turns me on in my own fantasies, when I am the attacker, making my victim feel pleasure, even as tears fall down the face, even as screams of "no" are uttered, yet the body IS reacting, it IS responding in pleasure. On the other hand, for me personally if I am the victim this makes me feel more helpless, more used, more embarrassed and humiliated, and this in turn, well does it for me big time LOL. I really enjoy not having control a lot of times in my fantasies, and this I think is the highest level of loss of control, when your own body does not react as you want it or don't want it.

I find if it is a male I am fantasizing about raping... well to hold his cock in my hand, and to make it grow, and become hard even as he is begging me not to, or yelling at me to stop... damn I like this thought. I think what makes it better at times is when he is married, or in love with another female, then that is a betrayal even worse on him.


As for a female being my victim, now this fantasy can be very fun... making her feel attraction for another female, making her question her own sexuality. Making her cum, her nipples hard under my fingers, lips and teeth... even as she cries or begs or screams for me to stop. Even as she swears she is NOT into women, NOT a lesbian... yet I, ME, just made her cum, and I am 100% female.

I also REALLY like the fantasy where I am assisting the attacker, rape a female. To know the female can't rap her mind around how another female could be helping a man do this to her. Helping hold her down, or maybe I am her friend, maybe I am the one who slipped her the NyQuil or the sleeping pills? How could she justify what is happening to her, how I her friend could betray her like this, touch her, help him touch her.... I really like the thought path of being the victims friend. Oh on a little side note... I also like the fantasy where me and a lover, BF or GF are raped together... by a someone, or more than one. Or I am raped and the lover is made to watch, but I am betrayed by him or her getting aroused even as they beg the attacker to leave me alone, and not touch me etc... now that would set a betrayal into the minds of me and my lover, LOL.


I won't even touch on how me wearing a strap on in my fantasies is even more fun, regardless if it is a male or female victim. (yeah I can be twisted...)


Back to the sleeping... I haven't really gotten into being the one to take advantage of another asleep, I have done it, and have fantasized about it, but it is not as much of a turn on, as it is if I am the one sleeping. I do like the thought of being half awake, but to groggy to know what exactly is happening, or to stop it. I also like the act of finally pulling out of the fog or being woke up to being fucked, mercilessly and to find maybe I am tied up, or something so that I can't fight back even though I am awake now, then the thought of would I be wondering if I am still sleeping and this is a nightmare?